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So, Chris is gone officially for six and a half weeks. I can't even explain how i feel right now... I'm so sick of crying. When he went to leave, he started walking through security and they wouldn't let us come in or him come back out. I didn't even get to hug or kiss him goodbye. He had to call me on his cell phone and look through a glass window to tell me he loved me. I don't know how to handle this feeling. I truly didn't know that emotions could make you physically hurt. Hopefully I'll get to fly out to see him graduate and spend the weekend with him. If not, I won't see him until Christmas. I kinda just remembered that no one really knows Chris and I don't really know how many people care, but this is kinda helping me vent i guess. Well, other than that all that has happened recently is that i died kayla's hair dark brown....fun college adventures! Thanks Kayla my dorm room smells like fish!