xanga
im done with xanga, cuz it scares me that random people read it, hahaha. cuz i dont really watch what i write on it then when someone im talkin to starts talkin to me about it, thats just freakin weird. But yeah, not many people know about this, pretty much just susan and liz, hahaha awesome. maybe more people will see it, but whatever, i dont really care. World music is great were just listenin to popular songs and stuff tryin to see if it fits into the same categories as like the classical old songs, its weird. but whatever, im not going to winterball. cuz i told myself that i wasn't gonna go to a formal/semi-formal dance unless i had a date, and liz and my plan didn't work cuz i never saw him. but im still trying. hahahaha. I feel bad cuz i think i pissed this guy off, and its not that i dont like him, i just dont like him like that, but i wanted to be friends with him. im gonna try calling him again tonight and see if he'll actually talk to me. he's been avoiding me and stuff and i feel bad cuz i was tellin people that i didn't like him cuz i was so worried about what people would think. but i really dont like him, but i should care if people know that were friends or what not, and im sure someone told him i was talkin shit, and i totally deserve that, but whatever. yeah, k im gonna go listen to more music now. oh! and iought little black book yesterday, kinda predictable, but still a cute movie.