Setting in the Depression :P
Now, it's back to the old update of my lj. I had such a great time at the junior prom, I didn't realize that after I'd end up missing him so much.
.__. I feel like empty now-a-days. And with all the rain and darkness of the school halls, it's really not helping. Sometimes I just feel like sitting on the stairs and thinking to myself. The stairs are sorta hidden sometimes, so the secret passageways are best to relax by. I love to read "Catcher in the Rye" there when I have lunch. Other times I go to Ceramics to work on this Japanese lantern project, the theme is a butterfly and the world around it.
Lately, I've been wondering if I should've chose another theme, like something darker such as dragons or something, but then I tell myself it's probably something I'll give to a special someone. ^_^ So I made it a bit more nature and peaceful like.
:sigh: I'm feeling down again... maybe it's like my meter of happy jamie has finally run down this week. I don't get to see Erik this weekend either, cause his parents have to go upstate I believe. It's alright, really. Everything's going to be fine... and I promise myself I won't get emotional like I always do. I'm warning myself and everyone that I KNOW I will be depressed for a while. I can feel it coming. But it'll all be good when I finally get to see him... He always makes things better and funny part is when I need him most at times like these... he can't be there. I should call him, right? Yeah, but I hate ranting to him, cause I feel like some kind of whining baby. That's why they invented livejournals. v_v
-Jamie-
.__. I feel like empty now-a-days. And with all the rain and darkness of the school halls, it's really not helping. Sometimes I just feel like sitting on the stairs and thinking to myself. The stairs are sorta hidden sometimes, so the secret passageways are best to relax by. I love to read "Catcher in the Rye" there when I have lunch. Other times I go to Ceramics to work on this Japanese lantern project, the theme is a butterfly and the world around it.
Lately, I've been wondering if I should've chose another theme, like something darker such as dragons or something, but then I tell myself it's probably something I'll give to a special someone. ^_^ So I made it a bit more nature and peaceful like.
:sigh: I'm feeling down again... maybe it's like my meter of happy jamie has finally run down this week. I don't get to see Erik this weekend either, cause his parents have to go upstate I believe. It's alright, really. Everything's going to be fine... and I promise myself I won't get emotional like I always do. I'm warning myself and everyone that I KNOW I will be depressed for a while. I can feel it coming. But it'll all be good when I finally get to see him... He always makes things better and funny part is when I need him most at times like these... he can't be there. I should call him, right? Yeah, but I hate ranting to him, cause I feel like some kind of whining baby. That's why they invented livejournals. v_v
-Jamie-