Wishes. :P
I wish that I wasn't doubting myself. Lately with the way my friends are doing in their relationship, I"m starting to believe that this happiness and bliss I'm getting with my boyfriend will soon lead to a downfall. Right now, I was starting to believe this, cause we haven't seen each other in around 2 weeks, and my sanity is getting smaller and smaller. I miss him, like more than ever.. and it hurts. I started crying today for pretty much no reason. I'm guessing it was because I had all these crazy questions on my mind. I'm afraid of losing him, and I can't get over the thought. I'm also afraid that if I mention to him my feelings and thoughts that he might think i'm insecure. I've been such a wet blanket lately, I think it's cause of all the shit going on.
I need to relax. :sigh:
-Jamie-
p.s: I hope I get to see him tomorrow. ;_;
I need to relax. :sigh:
-Jamie-
p.s: I hope I get to see him tomorrow. ;_;