FINAL EXAMS SUCK! :scream:
So here's the issue:
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final exams.
two fatal words... that have me crying and hurting in the brain. I've been procrastinating because I took Pre-Calculus last year in High School (got all A's yay!) and well... I'm doomed for Modern Biology anyway. -.- So here I am typing up the finalized version of my research paper on Amy Tan's essay "Mother Tongue" and stressing cause I know I should be studying for math or science. T_T ALSO... I am HELLA tired.
Rawrrawraarwrrwarwrwarw.... :grumbles more:
So, today is the day Erik and I usually chill out. I picked him up at 8 am and drove him to Suffolk for an advisement counselor thing. It sucked balls... XD cause well- it said he has to get his transcript from Saint Joseph AND pay for his AP grades to be sent to the college. Poor Bean. :( and yes that's what I call him now. He's my bean and I'm his puff. lol Don't.. ask.
Urg... I just banged my foot against the wheelie computer chair D: tis hurts!
but anyway, I wanted to update and say Erik and I are getting into arguments a lot more lately- over the STUPIDEST of things. I think this is a major step to being a better couple because we see each other all the time now, and yet even after we fight we don't feel too crappy but almost relieved to get so much shit out in the open. :]
One major thing that happened last week was when I asked Erik about his ex-girlfriends. Warning: TWAS A BAD IDEA!
It only led to me tearing and a really tired Jamie cause she didn't sleep very well. This is the conversation:
Me: So, question! Who have you kissed beside me, Erik?
Him: Well, Sin (he calls her that cause she's a demon whale like from FFX :D) and Amanda.
:stare: Me: WHAT?
Him: Don't worry it was in between when we had broken up.
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I surprisingly didn't take the info so well, but I wasn't angry at her or him- more myself. I was the one who broke up with him a year ago and I regret it because Erik is the one I love most. I was really upset he kissed that girl Amanda though was because I felt he wouldn't kiss a girl he didn't have strong feelings for, and so I felt he should have chose her over me. In the end, it was a lot of sobbing and tears, and us confessing a lot. He admitted that Amanda was a rebound, and he never loved her- only me.
That sunk in deep, and since then I think I've been more open to listening to him and working on our relationship through honesty.
ACK! Well I gotta get back to work. Thanks for reading guys, there was a lot on my mind. ^^;
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final exams.
two fatal words... that have me crying and hurting in the brain. I've been procrastinating because I took Pre-Calculus last year in High School (got all A's yay!) and well... I'm doomed for Modern Biology anyway. -.- So here I am typing up the finalized version of my research paper on Amy Tan's essay "Mother Tongue" and stressing cause I know I should be studying for math or science. T_T ALSO... I am HELLA tired.
Rawrrawraarwrrwarwrwarw.... :grumbles more:
So, today is the day Erik and I usually chill out. I picked him up at 8 am and drove him to Suffolk for an advisement counselor thing. It sucked balls... XD cause well- it said he has to get his transcript from Saint Joseph AND pay for his AP grades to be sent to the college. Poor Bean. :( and yes that's what I call him now. He's my bean and I'm his puff. lol Don't.. ask.
Urg... I just banged my foot against the wheelie computer chair D: tis hurts!
but anyway, I wanted to update and say Erik and I are getting into arguments a lot more lately- over the STUPIDEST of things. I think this is a major step to being a better couple because we see each other all the time now, and yet even after we fight we don't feel too crappy but almost relieved to get so much shit out in the open. :]
One major thing that happened last week was when I asked Erik about his ex-girlfriends. Warning: TWAS A BAD IDEA!
It only led to me tearing and a really tired Jamie cause she didn't sleep very well. This is the conversation:
Me: So, question! Who have you kissed beside me, Erik?
Him: Well, Sin (he calls her that cause she's a demon whale like from FFX :D) and Amanda.
:stare: Me: WHAT?
Him: Don't worry it was in between when we had broken up.
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I surprisingly didn't take the info so well, but I wasn't angry at her or him- more myself. I was the one who broke up with him a year ago and I regret it because Erik is the one I love most. I was really upset he kissed that girl Amanda though was because I felt he wouldn't kiss a girl he didn't have strong feelings for, and so I felt he should have chose her over me. In the end, it was a lot of sobbing and tears, and us confessing a lot. He admitted that Amanda was a rebound, and he never loved her- only me.
That sunk in deep, and since then I think I've been more open to listening to him and working on our relationship through honesty.
ACK! Well I gotta get back to work. Thanks for reading guys, there was a lot on my mind. ^^;