Well, it's common to want someone to pay attention to ya right? o_O I dunno, I find it stupid to want to have everyone flock to you, or be popular. It's just, I dunno, sorry to say, but retarted. People should be glad with who they are, and see that it's good to be the person they really are. Being fake, or wanting to change things for the wrong turn are just stupid. I don't want to turn into a fake.
Also I recently saw the movie "The Weather Man" with Nicholas Cage. O__O REALLY GOOD! Funny and so much symbolism. All that GREAT stuff. :dreamy sigh: It's just brilliant. One of those movies you'll look back on. ^__^ Lesson for life ya know?
Anyway, I hung out with my amazing boyfriend today! :D As usual we had lots of fun chillin' and we even felt like a young married couple. XD We traveled to the small grocery store by my house, then we listened to music and played with Pooky my new bear. He's Garfield's bear in the comic series. :D it's so cute! RAWR.. I'm leaving for Canada tomorrow night. It's going to be weird leaving him for two weeks.. but I will try my best to keep in touch. I love him so much, I'd do that. :) I'm soooo going to miss him, I know i'm going to cry when I leave for the drive up.
I even miss him right now even.. <3
Wish me luck on surviving there. :P