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RIP Meng Stein-Gord 09/14(ish)/04-03/09/05
as you can tell, our beloved beta fish has died today. he was swimming on his side since yesterday so we braced ourselves for the unstopable upcoming event of his death. since he is half jewish, half catholic, tonight we had his wake before his service where some girls from the floor came to the viewing and then the flushing service. stall four. which i was not too happy about because i had pooped in there earlier, but i was convinced it was the only stall to go with. tomorrow night we are sitting shiva for him.. oh meng, you will be missed so! you were the best fish ever and we loved you, even if we complained about cleaning your bowl and wouldnt do it until u literally could not eat because there was scum on the top, even if we forgot to feed you sometimes, even if we complained about who had to watch him at home over breaks... u were a good man meng.. and u lived a long fish life.
so i think we are gonna get a hampster after spring break! which is SO exciting because it brings me back to third grade, ms sakalaris, and our classroom hampster.. M.C. Hampster. we are still pondering names now, but i think when we find the right one it will come to me and he will have a name..
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nothing else really exciting, except spring break starts friday and i need a vacation. shits been extremely rough lately and i dont really feel like dealing with school on top of everything. its weird being at school after horrible things happen. i feel like i should be home and that im cheating by getting away from it all, even tho i know thats not it at all. sometimes i just wanna be there, even if it makes me sad. im just glad some of the worst shit is over, well not over, but in the past rather and im starting to move on, slowly. its been a hard 2 years, and thats really all i wanna say about that right now. except that i miss you all and i love you and i think about you everyday *N*P*G*
sometimes it takes the most horrible things to straighten your priorities. but of course im writing in my lj right now instead of studyin for my midterm, which is in less than 12 hours. so on that note..im gonna go try to get work done, but that probably wont happen since im fuckin obsessive compulsive about checkin away messages.
hope to see you all during spring break.. and if not hope you have an awesomely fun time! *kisses*
<3 jamie