Getting used to working with Jimmy . . .
I've been so busy. I haven't had time to write or even think about anything personal. It's good to keep a journal, I think. It forces you to acknowledge your feelings, and you can look back at your accomplishments and feel like you've . . . accomplished something. Whatever. Anyway, I've been busy getting used to the new law firm, but I miss my old friends. I miss Ellenor, even though sometimes I think I annoyed her. I miss Alan too. I don't know why he and I never connected the way he seemed to with Tara. I wonder if he knew about me and Eugene. If he did know, I would imagine this would cause Alan to want to pursue me, so he could feel superior or something, but he never pursued me. He must not have known. I miss Eugene too, and I am so proud of him. I know it never would have worked with us. But I did love him. There, I admitted it. See how helpful a journal can be?