Uhh can you say, "sad fecking mood"?

[jamie_lunn8]

So, I think I'm quite uhhh, ill go with sad...Im so homesick. And from the sounds of it everyone at home is not that same since I left. Which really sadens me! I want to go home and have everything the same it used to be! But that may not happen. I dont know, I cant handle all these changes.
So, I have been listening to 'Coma White' by Marilyn Manson. WOW, I cant believe how much that song reminds me of the old days. When I didnt have to feel as much as I do now. Its just plain amazing.

COMA WHITE -Marilyn Manson

There's something cold and blank
behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile

You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls

You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

So, thats pretty much the best song right now...along with many others...

anyway
Much love, loves
Jamie