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WELL, now that THAT'S all out of my system...maybe I can work on focusing towards something positive, NOT holding crap like that in for 3 years...
I remember in high school we'd always ask ourselves, who are we going to be in XX years??? I was thinking about that the other day, and I'm now more fascinated with the question, "I can see where I'm going, but how am I getting there?" Really...there are SO many factors you have to consider to answer, and it all depends on how you prose the question to yourself. I know I'm either not or haven't been growing, but I don't know how I'm getting myself into this position. And I can see where I'm not going, and while I know HOW i'm not getting there, I don't know why I'm choosing not to.
But I do know that I want to go back to the mindset when I was "innocent like chicken noodle soup and Mary Kay."
I'm listening to the radio while I'm getting ready for work. And I just heard the DJ say that we were going to take a look at new artists' videos...Um, no??? Bad DJ...But at least he didn't say suck or crap, b/c then he'd owe everyone $2...And that's why I'm STILL broke to this day.
I remember in high school we'd always ask ourselves, who are we going to be in XX years??? I was thinking about that the other day, and I'm now more fascinated with the question, "I can see where I'm going, but how am I getting there?" Really...there are SO many factors you have to consider to answer, and it all depends on how you prose the question to yourself. I know I'm either not or haven't been growing, but I don't know how I'm getting myself into this position. And I can see where I'm not going, and while I know HOW i'm not getting there, I don't know why I'm choosing not to.
But I do know that I want to go back to the mindset when I was "innocent like chicken noodle soup and Mary Kay."
I'm listening to the radio while I'm getting ready for work. And I just heard the DJ say that we were going to take a look at new artists' videos...Um, no??? Bad DJ...But at least he didn't say suck or crap, b/c then he'd owe everyone $2...And that's why I'm STILL broke to this day.