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Do you ever reach those points in your life where all you want to do is curl up into yourself and hide? I'm sorry to report that I have reached my moment of immaturity and self pity. Lately I feel like I have been spinning my wheels going nowhere, and not learning or knowing anything. I feel as if I were some sort of malfunction fix-it machine that has done nothing but mame. I could name off a few examples, but somehow this tangent seems to be incredibly trite, and would rather just not put in the effort. All I can say is, I am screwing up my relationships with everyone, and it isn't intentional. I thought that I was being a good friend, girlfriend, ect, and instead I end up with people mad at me or worse, dissapointed. I feel like shutting down for a while, and just reflecting within myself to see where I have gone wrong.