I like fall... a lot :)
It's Saturday morning, I'm sitting here drinking my pumpkin flavored coffee in my love's big hooded sweatshirt. I don't have anywhere to be until later, I don't have anything really to do. It's amazing. Sometimes it's good to take a breath and just be. I have my phone turned off, I don't really want to talk. I just want to sit and enjoy the nothingness. I had the flu really bad Thursday, I'm glad that's over. The principal extended my long term for 3 more days, which means that my sick day is paid off, I'm grateful. I have a job interview and I'm actually pumped for it. Lately I've been drawn to children that are labeled "at risk". I want to work with them, I want to love them and give them hope for the future. So many of them don't get any of the above at home and it breaks my heart on a daily basis. I love them and I wish I could rescue them all. John and I have talked about being foster parents when we get settled. I really feel my heart being led that way. I'm trying to throw away my set plans for my life.. because I have a strange feeling that there is something better for me! Ritz turned 12 yesterday, it was the highlight of my day to sing to him and to hear him talk. I miss him. When he asked "When are you and John coming down?" I wanted to say... tomorrow. Knowing that John and I hold 2 round trip tickets is very tempting...hmm, save them for our honeymoon or go see Ritz?!?!?! Last night I had a malt with my omelete at Big Boy. I was a happy girl! I wish there were enough leaves to go jump in them. I think those are all of the random thoughts floating in my head right now..... :) yup :)