Aug 02, 2005 18:07
My last day of work here is next monday. I should be happy to be leaving this dead end job, but I can't help but feel like I'm trading it for another one with more stress attatched. The advantages to working at Texas Roadhouse are the increased paycheck and an excercise in self-esteem and confidence that I dearly need. I'm not sure of either of them though.
Lately I've been afraid to get out of bed in the morning...its time for this shit to stop.
Today I glowed for almost an hour after I worked out...didn't last long enough for me though.
Seems like every time I eat I get depressed soon after...wonder what that's about? Probably because my diet's irregular and too limited.
Whatever...water off a duck's back.