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[jamie2980]

Well so last time I posted that I had gotten that job, or so I thought. HR called me, I talked to them, then a few days later I got an email saying sorry, you were not chosen at this time.  Well blah, she told me I was the one, ugh, so back to square one.  I also had another interview and got a call saying I didn't get that job either.  What is so wrong with me that I can't find a job?? I had someone look at my resume, changed it up some, she's a bank manager and does hiring for her bank so she knows a few things I guess.  I applied for a few more jobs this week, we'll see where that gets me.  We just need extra money, I'm sick of just having money for bills and nothing else. I haven't got to get anything fun in a long time.  New jeans or tennis shoes would be great, but right now that's not in our budget.  Plus I need a break from the boys, I love them, but I'm used to working and sitting here bored all the time is getting at me.  I'm getting depressed and it's not good.  I need a break and it doesn't happen when Chris leaves for work at 1pm and doesn't come home til later, and so that means I'm with Caden all day, and Brody after school and the weekend it's both of them.  And there's not a ton to do around here, or we could go to Tucson but that again, costs money so we are all going stir crazy.  BLAH!!  i wish they would just get us transfered back home, but that won't be happening soon.

Brody turns 7 in 2 days, WOW I can't believe he's gonna be that old.

Halloween is soon, my mom was here a couple weeks ago and helped me make the boys' costumes.  Brody is going to be an Army guy, we cut up Chris' old uniform and made it fit him, and then Caden is going to be the Cat in the Hat!  He loves that show, learns so much from watching it, so I figured it would be perfect, easy to make and cheap! lol it's all about cheap these days!