Apr 21, 2004 19:47
Today was the day of silence. I woke up. My mom forced me to say happy birthday to steve. damn it.
I lasted till lunch. Like Cilla. Guys i think that was one of the hardest things i have done in a looooong time. Cuz everyone knows i LOVE to talk. haha.
Cilla and i both kinda did in math. I HEARD YOU. TWICE. DONT LIE PRISCILLA NICOLE NASH. yeah. oh yeah. i heard you. You said 'stop' when we walked in and 'why would we want to' when were sitting in class. I HEARD IT! oh yeah. oh yeah. So HAH!
Today was a bad day. Jacob made me really sad when he like was like pretty much dissing on the things i was standing for. Everyone can make a difference in their own way. This was mine. I have really strong beliefs for gays lesbians bisexuals and transgender people.
I feel like lately i am breaking down inside. I am like slipping away from a lot things in my life. Like drama especially. It is my passion, yet in class i sit there depressed. Something really shitty happened monday night. and like my world is crashing down. I need to find me again. I dont even know who that is. All i see of my life is flashes of drama tears boys and fights. Nothing that really sticks and matters. Just things that break me down.
I need to stop every thing. and just start being me. Spend my time with the people i care and love so much. My true friends. Ones who want to be there for me. and really love me. Jamie Ann Warnock!!! eek i hate my last name :/
I dunno. I just think i need to start thinking for myself. and about myself. and what is best for me. i guess when your faced with the things i am being faced with, it forces you to really stop and think if your living your life the way you want to be.