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well...
Sometimes I wonder... am I being too selfish? or even annoying? It seems as though I ONLY care about myself. I mean, that is far from the truth. I don't mean to be longing to do something so often. I mean I do like to just sit around and do nothing... just not so often. I have always been really active. I mean, I will have to be active for what I want to do anyway right? I just feel like crap.. Like I am in the wrong somehow. It's probably true. I don't want to make others feel bad for how I feel. But am I too late for that? I am sooo sorry if I do. There is just one person who I love being around so much, and her around me. I don't want to ever do anything to where she feels bad or gets upset. Too late for that too. But no more. She isn't used to it... someone always wanting to be with her... but I can't help it.. I love her.
Sometimes I wonder... am I being too selfish? or even annoying? It seems as though I ONLY care about myself. I mean, that is far from the truth. I don't mean to be longing to do something so often. I mean I do like to just sit around and do nothing... just not so often. I have always been really active. I mean, I will have to be active for what I want to do anyway right? I just feel like crap.. Like I am in the wrong somehow. It's probably true. I don't want to make others feel bad for how I feel. But am I too late for that? I am sooo sorry if I do. There is just one person who I love being around so much, and her around me. I don't want to ever do anything to where she feels bad or gets upset. Too late for that too. But no more. She isn't used to it... someone always wanting to be with her... but I can't help it.. I love her.