Jun 18, 2005 12:27
My heart is beating really fast. It's hard to breathe, and I feel like I'm going to cry. The weird thing is, I have no clue what triggered this. I feel really lightheaded and depressed. I don't know why I'm too chicken to just end this suffering of mine. Aren't the cuts on my thigh enough? I've tried to prove to everyone that what I did was stupid. And please. It's not like you've ever broken the law before. Do the words "underage drinking" mean anything to you? Now I'm shaking. Maybe I'm finally dying? I don't care. I've had enough of this. It's over. I'm gone.