Oct 22, 2005 13:37
We make sandwiches every other week now. So here I am again, sitting in front of my computer on this cold Saturday morning. I feel like I should be making sandwiches for the homeless people right now (in fact that's what I want to do), but the homeless project is cancelled this week again. I was going to be in charge of it this week because Christina (who's normally in charge) is at Berkeley visiting her sister Crystal. It's not that she doesn't trust me taking charge, it's just that she has something to do two weeks later, and she feels bad for letting me take care of everything, so she had decided that we will move the homeless project to a week later. That way it will not conflict with her schedule. I went to Mesa and studied for two hours in the library even though I don't have class on Fridays. I went there to work on a group project with people from my Business class. But no body showed up. So I just worked on my part of the project alone for two hours. As I was leaving, I ran into Hena. She doesn't have classes on Fridays either, but she was there to work on her 7-page research paper for English that's due next Tuesday. We talked for a while. Hena is ambitious. She's taking 21 units (6 classes) right now, and she plans on taking 6 classes again next semester and some classes over the summer. She wants to transfer to UCSD by next fall. If everything goes as she has planned, which is very possible, then she will be in UCSD next year and a year ahead of us. I've found out that she may want to be a doctor also. I told her that we can open a clinic together and hire Christine as our stem cell researcher/servant. Hena's grades are fantastic, mine are not. I'm getting B's and C's, and I'm only at Mesa. What am I gonna do when I go up to Berkerley? I can't believe there's only less than two months of school left. I really need to start working my butt off to get those extra credits. Not that my grades actually matter this semester, just that it would hurt my self esteem if I don't get a 4.0 GPA. I'm gonna go up to Berkerley in a week, and I'm gonna go pick up Lyss's guitar later today. I won't get a lot of time in Berkerley though, not as much as I've planned. But instead I'll be spending most of my time on San Jose, which is an hour and a half drive away from Berkeley. I probably won't even get to see Crystal, Faye, and Kaying at all. I'll see Lyss for a brief second. I feel so bored and lonely. I think I'm gonna go read the Bible now, maybe that will help cheer me up.