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so today sucks. i have to go work and its raining. so that means no one is going to be there. i dont know why but im in a bad mood. i think its cuz i only ran one mile before my work out and its raining out side. who knows. but i found an adderol in my vitamin container that was funny. im eating apples with peanut butter my trainer would love this. oh well besides all the fat in peanut butter it has some protein. oh well fuck it. i should be happy i only have a couple of weeks left of work then vacation time then school. but for some reason im not happy oh well things should get better. im just bored and i have no one to hang out with. oh well soon enough. so me and my mm are going to panama city to look for an apartment for me and thats when i decided to stop working. its really soon but oh well. i need money but i need time off too. esp. to hang out with mark cuz he is going to be with me the whole time. i think im sad too cuz im moving to panama and i dont know anyone. im going to have no money and no time to go anywhere. see at least here when i got lonely i just traveled but now i know i cant do that. oh well i keep saying oh well but really i need to shut up this is what i want. peace