Times are hard....

[jamesmanning]

Things seem to be continually be going wrong. It has been a week now since my Mom's passing and still there is no relief, in all reality it seems to be getting worse and I miss her more and more. i am trying to focus on work and my studies but they only provide temporary relief. I am wirried about my Dad, He's having a really hard time as well, I do not know how he feels, how could I? how do you deal with losing a spouse? I hope he will be okay. I have been thinking a lot about things lately , wondering if there really is a heaven or what happens when someone passes away. If there is a heaven, I wonder if they have internet?, If they do, I bet it is high-speed, and if by some chance they do..... Mom, I love you and miss you so very much

<3 Jimmy