Sep 11, 2005 13:54
So today I recieved a response by Esthetic a group thats been played on 99.3 They want to try me out for there new lead singer. I am so fucking excited. I seriuosly thought they where going to hate my style of vocals especially after not hearing from them for a week after I spoke to one of their members and told him where to hear my stuff. But I just got an email from the group and they want to try me out. I am fucking stoked.
As for the other part of my life. I spoke with my sisters for the first time in forever and I think they miss me as much as I've missed them. Ithink this is a step to meding old wounds and hopefully not a step towards creating new ones. I have felt bitter and alot of mistrust over the past 2 years but after what has happened in the past several months I feel maybe its time to let it all go.
I really care about Amanda. I can't believe I am saying this. I get those butterflies every time I see her, the same THAt everyone throws a cliche too when they have feelings. All of this has happend at Mach 5. I hope that this is not headed in a direction where I lose myself again. It was a huge struggle to become strong from what happened to me before.
Schools started. I feel dumber then everyone already.
Moneys tight, but whats life with out a little sacrifice.
I am gonna hang out with my friends tonight.
Dan