Jun 10, 2005 10:39
So, I met this girl off of myspace.com. We have alot in common. She is a mt holyoke student, which is right up my alley. She is very pretty and has my same twisted sense of humor. We talked for 3 hours the other day. That beats my previous record of 5minutes on the phone. I have asked her on a date. She has said yes. so now why the fuck am I so nervous. I've got mammoth size butterflies in my stomach. I was never this nervou before on a date.
I don't want to let this girl down in how I look i guess. I don't want her to have this sense of what I look like from pictures and then not like what she sees in person. Egh, fuck these insecurities. maybe i am afraid to let someone back into my heart. As gay as it sounds, my shits fragile. At least she said I look like a bodybuilder.