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[jamesloretta]

So heres the new stuff. I am looking and may have found a new place to live in south hadley. Jeremy and I put some money down on a 2 bedroom apartment in the falls. Hopefully the credit checks don't bury us. As for the new job. I love it. Its easy. Learning something everyday, and I am getting paid well. Finally I am cut some kind of slack. Schools alright. had to drop two classes because of the chaos that was going on between a new place to crash and a new job. Fortunatly I still have one class and maybe my GPA will go up now that I just have one class to focus on. The down side to all this is that I have to take some summer course to stay on track. Damn. My rock star life is picking up. Hooked up with a forming band out in westfield. A bunch of young dudes who broke off from the bands they had prior to try this one out. My audition eventually turned into a practice that churned out two songs. That was almost a month ago. We have since polished those tunes, which sound awesome, and are finishing 2 more to create a demo disk. They like my writing alot and my vocals. They are definitly not shy to tell me when I am out of key, which I am greatly respectful of. What better way to learn to be in a rock band. We as a group click well and when an idea doesn't work we are quick to scrap it and find an alternative way. Things are clicking well. Aside from the bickering between the guitarist and the drummer things couldn't be more perfect. As for other things I am feeling very peaceful.

The group has dubbed them selves: AfterImage, which I thinks sounds like a video game and software company but hey could be worse, I mean blur and weezer are pretty gay names.

AI play list as of today:

1) Forgive me
2) Aborted
3) Just another day
4) Between Us

Forgive me
(not on my livejournal.com until now)

I'm running
I'm crawling
I'm bleeding
I'm falling
I'm reaching
but failing
to you---I"M CALLING

Will you ever find to forgive. What I did!
Can we erase what was said. And forget it!

ooooo, ohhhh, oooooo I can see it all----
ooooo, ohhhh, oooooo To hell with it all!!!---

I'm twisted
I'm borken
My life lies
on the floor and
Its a
situation
That I feel
so fucking degrated

I know that this seems like a game. But who will win!
Maybe I'm the one to blame. Don't leave yet!

ooooo, ohhhh, oooooo I can see it all----
ooooo, ohhhh, oooooo To hell with it all!!!---

It's done now
you've walked on
times pasted
I'm forgotten
a memory
a thought now
to you
a solved problem

Will you ever find to forgive. What I did What I did!
Can we erase what was said. And forget it And forget it!

(slowed down melody. 2 bar intro)

All the things we shared. The life we had to plan
Down the aisle of forever, to lead into nothing

ooooo, ohhhh, oooooo I can see it all----
ooooo, ohhhh, oooooo To hell with all!!!---

(hummed out melody by band for 4 bars then...)

FORGIVE ME!
FORGIVE ME!
FORGIVE ME!
FORGIVE ME!
forgive meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee--------!!!!!