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[jamesizzle]

all ive really done the past two weekends is build things with greg at the hole, which has been fun. oh yeah and there was allisons party which was awesome cause dance parties are always glorious. i finished reading house of leaves and that book is the craziest mindfuck ever put together. thats the only way i can describe it, other than easily one of the best books ive ever read. whenever i read parts of it i felt like i was going insane afterwards, but it was definitely worth it. last night i had this ridiculous nightmare for the second time, both times after i woke up i couldnt move for what seemed like forever, and i cant remember ever feeling more scared. it felt so real. it took me around 2 hours to fall back asleep, leaving me with about 2 hours of sleep for the whole night. im usually in a better mood when i dont sleep as much, except for today i just felt like my brain was gone. my sister is home, my brother should be home soon, i really dont look forward to trying to sleep tonight, or anytime soon. christmas is on sunday, im done all my shopping for my family, i feel like a jerk but i dont think im gonna get anything for anyone else. i cut my hand at lunch today cause frank ripped my can in half and dan threw it at me, causing my hand to bleed. this week feels like its going by so slowly, i just want it to be friday. i want to see Hostel, but i really dont think ill ever sleep again if i do.

Guillame Apollinaire is amazing.