Long one comin, I'm high so i'm thinkin about a bunch of shit lol
Today I came to a Conclusion, Girls dont look at me in the Boyfriend, they look at me as the funny guy thats cool to hang around, And i'm puzzled on why? I mean yeah i'm funny but isnt that a good trait? i mean all girls tell me they like a funny guy, So whats wrong with me? Yeah i know i'm not hot but i'm not ugly i'm pretty sure i'm OK, and i know i'm a really really nice guy, girl say the like guys that ignore them and act like a ass to them, "yeah a few girls have said that to me" WHY? why would you want a guy to never call you and treat you bad, over a ok looking, very funny guy that makes you laugh and opens doors and pull out seats for you? that dosent make much sense to me. If you ask a girl that i know, how to you look at James? is he a type of guy you'd ever date? Most probaly 100% of them would answer something like, Ummm JAmes is really cool, and really funny but i dont look at him as a B/F type guy, I bet none of them would say, Yeah i could see myself dating him.... I'm not mad or depressed or anything, I'f just relizied that fact, Oh well i'm the funny guy every likes to hang out with, I'll do my best at that postion. If any girls read this Leave a comment Anonyamously and tell me why you dont look at me as a B/F type guy, B/c i know yall dont lol... You dont have to put your name. I just need some kinda answer so maybe i can change and be looked at as a "B/F type guy" so to at least some girls. Call me crazy if i like hearing some1 say isnt that James's g/f? or me sayin this is my g/f ..............? I mean Skips in westernHe dosent have a g/f b/c he's in college, Micuns got a g/f and he's great, Matts got a g/f ands he's great, My friends mike just got enganged, My other firend just moved in with his g/f.... That sucks i'm the single guy, and i've been the single guy for a while, and i'll probly be the single guy for a while. From the converstations i've had with girls this is the type of guy i'd have to be to get there attention, 1. Be a complete asshole to them on a regular basis "heard that one from a few, in reply to how nice i am" 2.Extremely hot, 3. Rich, HAve a hookup car, Yeah it sucks I'm not getting any interest at all, haha it sucks sorry i'm high and complaining.
If me and 100 of my friends went to a party and there was 99 girls there i'd be the one by myself at the end of the night. Can yall beleive i went completely threw 3 years at Hopewell with a g/f once? yep i've been single since i started going to H-well and single alot b4 then too....I'm a loser I've seen the geeky nerdy guy with a g/f i mean why could me regular normal james, not the most popular guy, not the hottest guy , but a real cool and fun to hang out with guy? idk what the fuckin problem is somebody please let me know
One more full day b4 i leave Western, yeah i'm gonna miss it, it's back to boring ass H-ville where i have to find a job really quickly or i get kicked out of my house, and i spend mostly ever weekend at home alone playin playstation. But i do want some real food lol i miss it some much to have anything other than Noodles and Soup lol and to sleep in my bed.
But when i get back, I'm getting a job and saving up for another damn car, The last one i had like only $100 left owed on it and my rents let it go back b/c i got fired.... $100 fuckin dollors thats it. and thos bastard wouldnt spot me.... they piss me off so much B/c not havin transportation sucks... when i had my car and i wanted to go somewhere i just go now i cant do that. So if anyone knows where i can get a job tell me...
But thats about it hit me up friday i'll be back around 1 or 2pm peace
If me and 100 of my friends went to a party and there was 99 girls there i'd be the one by myself at the end of the night. Can yall beleive i went completely threw 3 years at Hopewell with a g/f once? yep i've been single since i started going to H-well and single alot b4 then too....I'm a loser I've seen the geeky nerdy guy with a g/f i mean why could me regular normal james, not the most popular guy, not the hottest guy , but a real cool and fun to hang out with guy? idk what the fuckin problem is somebody please let me know
One more full day b4 i leave Western, yeah i'm gonna miss it, it's back to boring ass H-ville where i have to find a job really quickly or i get kicked out of my house, and i spend mostly ever weekend at home alone playin playstation. But i do want some real food lol i miss it some much to have anything other than Noodles and Soup lol and to sleep in my bed.
But when i get back, I'm getting a job and saving up for another damn car, The last one i had like only $100 left owed on it and my rents let it go back b/c i got fired.... $100 fuckin dollors thats it. and thos bastard wouldnt spot me.... they piss me off so much B/c not havin transportation sucks... when i had my car and i wanted to go somewhere i just go now i cant do that. So if anyone knows where i can get a job tell me...
But thats about it hit me up friday i'll be back around 1 or 2pm peace