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Jan 18, 2005 00:29

In retrospect of sunday's events I begin to think as I often do.

Some very good advice was given to me with the past few hours, which was simply, be jimmy, and go after what I really want. Which is what I fully intend to do. Sometime I get lost in the chaotic clatter, that I forgot what I'm really all about. Ofcoarse I'm all about being there for my friends on a emoitonal level, and a physical one(example alex), for thats what friends do. However I get caught up, I often let the biggotry of people I dislike consume me. People who are trying to impress, people who are false. Why do they piss me off? because there not being who they are. They are trying for something there not. With this in mind perhaps I've been diverging to far from who I am on the occashion. Would you agree?

I could sit here this very night in a sulken state of depression, but whats the point. To wallope in self pity? or to earn someone attention? Well either way I refuse. For when it comes down to it, Jimmy is not only a happy kid, he is a kid that persevers through bad times, and is the one who brings the good times. Would you agree?

Saturday I am open. Shall plans be made? I think you guys should make a suggestion. On a further note, I would like you to state how good you think my writing is as a hole. Not this entry, but just in general. From previous entries, or pieces of writing I've shown you. Please give me a honest answer, and please do give me an answer.
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