Just something to write for the fun of it.
Delicate, gentle, dancing souls wings, kisses me ghostly, entwines my desires, my hopes, my dreams, my fantasies. My vulnerability lay bare, my inability to feel safe, my desire to give my all, my wish to be loved but most the pain I carry with, not just for myself, but for all of humankind.
I keep it secret. I keep it well within the deepest recesses of my iron clad soul. But you find me, you seek me, you use magic and fire to melt my protection. You make me believe where there could be no belief before.
You use words of compassion, of reassurance, of honesty.
In reality you are lost, you are crying, you want nurturing, love, understanding. You want to be known.. And I am just here, but i being foolish, naive, arrogant, and hopeful take your soul on board as true. My protection is gone.. there's nothing to shelter me from you.
I am exposed.
So my souls escence takes your souls empty leash barely touching but to guide and release, to set you free, to show you true beauty of soul, both yours and mine.To open you to everything, to all of lifes magic, to knowledge, to beauty, to understanding, to the softest touch the universe can provide.
To pure love.
To my soul.
So I give of my all. Then I give some more. There is nothing left for me but that's okay.. you will love me in return.. you will show me respect, honour, integrity. We will become as one in two separate entities. Two cords weilding great strength.
Great love.
Great soul.
Two wings spread wide that encompass it all.
But you don't.. and I am blind. I am stupid, pathetic, so easy to kill.
You repay my kindness with a sword to the heart. You use excuses to justify, so i'll give you some more.
I can't let go, i believe in you still, i let you in so deep that i don't know how not to believe in you... even though you quite obviously haven't let me in very far at all.. I want to believe, i don't want to let go.
But this you know.
You knew from the start.
You knew you couldn't lose.
So you keep taking, keep draining, giving nothing in return. You see it, you know it. But you don't try to stop it. You don't show me the gentleness, the compassion, the love, the caring, the understanding. You hold your soul in your own protection, and lie that you don't...
And I believe..
Because I love you.
So my soul crumbles gently in on itself. Day after day. Pieces being lost. More of my dreams, my desires, my hopes and my fantasies being buried and discarded. I am becoming a shell. .
What can I do?
I keep it secret. I keep it well within the deepest recesses of my iron clad soul. But you find me, you seek me, you use magic and fire to melt my protection. You make me believe where there could be no belief before.
You use words of compassion, of reassurance, of honesty.
In reality you are lost, you are crying, you want nurturing, love, understanding. You want to be known.. And I am just here, but i being foolish, naive, arrogant, and hopeful take your soul on board as true. My protection is gone.. there's nothing to shelter me from you.
I am exposed.
So my souls escence takes your souls empty leash barely touching but to guide and release, to set you free, to show you true beauty of soul, both yours and mine.To open you to everything, to all of lifes magic, to knowledge, to beauty, to understanding, to the softest touch the universe can provide.
To pure love.
To my soul.
So I give of my all. Then I give some more. There is nothing left for me but that's okay.. you will love me in return.. you will show me respect, honour, integrity. We will become as one in two separate entities. Two cords weilding great strength.
Great love.
Great soul.
Two wings spread wide that encompass it all.
But you don't.. and I am blind. I am stupid, pathetic, so easy to kill.
You repay my kindness with a sword to the heart. You use excuses to justify, so i'll give you some more.
I can't let go, i believe in you still, i let you in so deep that i don't know how not to believe in you... even though you quite obviously haven't let me in very far at all.. I want to believe, i don't want to let go.
But this you know.
You knew from the start.
You knew you couldn't lose.
So you keep taking, keep draining, giving nothing in return. You see it, you know it. But you don't try to stop it. You don't show me the gentleness, the compassion, the love, the caring, the understanding. You hold your soul in your own protection, and lie that you don't...
And I believe..
Because I love you.
So my soul crumbles gently in on itself. Day after day. Pieces being lost. More of my dreams, my desires, my hopes and my fantasies being buried and discarded. I am becoming a shell. .
What can I do?