yea yea yea
So morning started out horrible. I mean what the fuck is with this weather. If there is a god.. he is smiting me...
Anyways - as the day went on it got a lot better. After work I went to class...went home...made macaroni and cheese...took a nap...took a shower... hung out with bethany and went to dinner with her, ashley, and josh and some of their other friends. It was pleasurable. However I don't understand Bethany. I think she's just using me as a crutch. Someone to have around that she knows isn't going to hurt her. But doesn't want to date. She almost takes advantage of the fact the she knows i'd do anything for her. And I think the world of her. And she does little things that hint she wants more like whenever were hanging out and just lying around. She plays with my hand or does little flirty things. And tonight she gave me a goodnight kiss, which isn't out of the norm but what was strange was she moved in for the kiss instead of me usually making the move. I just don't know anymore. I guess it doesn't really matter because i'm happy with whatever I can get and I do like this girl a lot. We will see where it goes from here. If it's meant to happen it will...i'm glad I have someone who likes to cuddle and give back scratches... I could live off of those two things forever....and massages don't hurt.
Anyways - as the day went on it got a lot better. After work I went to class...went home...made macaroni and cheese...took a nap...took a shower... hung out with bethany and went to dinner with her, ashley, and josh and some of their other friends. It was pleasurable. However I don't understand Bethany. I think she's just using me as a crutch. Someone to have around that she knows isn't going to hurt her. But doesn't want to date. She almost takes advantage of the fact the she knows i'd do anything for her. And I think the world of her. And she does little things that hint she wants more like whenever were hanging out and just lying around. She plays with my hand or does little flirty things. And tonight she gave me a goodnight kiss, which isn't out of the norm but what was strange was she moved in for the kiss instead of me usually making the move. I just don't know anymore. I guess it doesn't really matter because i'm happy with whatever I can get and I do like this girl a lot. We will see where it goes from here. If it's meant to happen it will...i'm glad I have someone who likes to cuddle and give back scratches... I could live off of those two things forever....and massages don't hurt.