are you gonna finish that?
i guess it is high time that i update this live journal. though i have not much to speak of. so i shall just speak what little is on my brain. i just found out that i owe $24.90 for a late fee on some videos i rented from the video store, yeah kind of high needless to say i shall not be renting stuff for awhile, unless some one if willing to donate me some money to pay off my debt. it seems i still have no one to accompany me to the prom, tis very sad indeed but tis my own fault for being slow to acquire someone to accompany me. even my mother told me i am slow, not very boosting in confidence. hopefully i can remedy my situation.
it seems i am destined to walk alone in life,
and yet i ponder on if it is i who is at fault.
for so many a time i have been given the
opportunity to make wonderful my life
but most assuredly i ruin whatever comes my way
and it is lost to me forever never to come about again.
i walk through this life seeking guidance
but to no avail for one must find his own way.
i see all that is around me and wonder how it can be.
there are things that bring a smile to my face,
and i seek such things to free me from my despair.
the times that i am happy i wish to make all around me
feel the same way that i feel to look forward with joy
for the new day that is to come full of better things.
but when i am down and overwhelmed i wish for no one to come near
for fear that they to will be overwhelmed.
i walk on in life feeling that i am ignored.
hello to my friend and to i a who are you?
or even then nothing at all do i receive except a face of disgust.
one wonders why he should go on if sad days out weigh the good to come.....
it seems i am destined to walk alone in life,
and yet i ponder on if it is i who is at fault.
for so many a time i have been given the
opportunity to make wonderful my life
but most assuredly i ruin whatever comes my way
and it is lost to me forever never to come about again.
i walk through this life seeking guidance
but to no avail for one must find his own way.
i see all that is around me and wonder how it can be.
there are things that bring a smile to my face,
and i seek such things to free me from my despair.
the times that i am happy i wish to make all around me
feel the same way that i feel to look forward with joy
for the new day that is to come full of better things.
but when i am down and overwhelmed i wish for no one to come near
for fear that they to will be overwhelmed.
i walk on in life feeling that i am ignored.
hello to my friend and to i a who are you?
or even then nothing at all do i receive except a face of disgust.
one wonders why he should go on if sad days out weigh the good to come.....