a lil update for everyone...

[jamesd22]

i dont wan to blog...
but staying awake at 4:53am, i really dont know what else i can do!

a little update on everything i can think of.

i have a lover and most of my old buddies decided to stay out of our world.

i have been losing patience with my job. so much effort i have put in, but it doesnt seem moving much.

i dont quite like sex the way i did anymore. (alert!)

my aj colleague whom i never spoken to started to stare at me lately... man, that made me nervous...

i m researching songs with fast beat constantly...

i have been thinking how would my life be if i were a str8 man

i need to improve my mandarin

i need to learn how to say fuck you to my supervisor, at my work places.

my sister is giving birth to my niece in less than a month. (soon i will be uncle! so old and unglamor)

i m getting fed up with mac. (i am not a newcomer. been using since last july)

i have so many fantasies in my head... (sh...)

and people, relationships are precious but just games. dont get too hung up on it. spliting isnt really that much of a big deal. get a life.

love u all.