May 01, 2004 01:11
Yeah so I'm back in Whorlando, again, this time for a whole summer.
yeah this is gonna be fun. I'm gonna miss being in Gainesville, away from home and away from the fam. Man, i'm gonna miss it so much. College was a great experience and i would recommend it to everyone. It was the first time out on my own, away from my mother, and i liked it so much, i cant wait til next year.
so yeah, learned a lot about myself this past year and crap (came out :o,big suprise), made new friends, kept the old (yeah some are silver and some are gold), and even got myself a guy. It's a good time for a break though, im glad school is OVER! no more staying up til 5 making some damn wood thingy. but its made me realize i dont think i want to be an 'architect' but more of a landscaper or interior designer. ill think about it later, when i really need to. next year i need to stay more focused on school and no more blowing it off for the last moment. its gonna be hard, there are a lot of things i plan on doing: School, duh, no val high for me, Ariel, duh, can't lose that, Fraternity, but definitely not the last one, one thats more... simple, wakeboarding, just for some kicks, and meet more people (and not to be known as 'ariel's boyfriend'). OH and find an appartment for next year, screwed up this year, hopefully dorm life isnt gonna be that bad as ive heard (but i know it will, shit...)
so i got home yesterday with ariel, a day earlier then expected, my mom was like dont you have a test, and i said it was earlier. Ariel stayed over and my mom let him, in the same room nonetheless.we went out to eat with beth so she could get to know him better, then went to cowboys with her and nikki and joanna. it was even better then i remember cause my nikki was there gawking over the twins with me. then we went to southern and he was being possesive over me, which i liked. he doesnt want the boys trying just to get with me cause of my oh-so-good looks. woke up the next day, went to lunch, and he left :*(. it is very sad. since spring break, ive been with him everyday, and everynight, and now a whole summer of not being together, not only am i apart from my bf, from my best friend as well. now im gonna be bored, i guess ill just make some fish. i cant wait to visit him and he visit me over the summer. and CANT wait til the fall.
well, i got two weeks to kill til my jobs start up. but first i have to pass two drug tests cause ive been terminated on both :$. two weeks of mass boredom coming right up.
now time to go to bed, alone, very alone, except for my dog.
P.S. i heart lindsay lohan, she rocks my world, i loved her in mean girls. im going to marry that girl
(miss you :-*)