...but home is nowhere
Look at this like a smoke screen. Its the best of both worlds. On one hand I am blind to anything coming in the future but at the same time I am having the time of my life. I got a new job. I haven't been working in months or seems like months. I have a wonderful g/f who I just found out today isn't pregnant. I mean I could see myself spending lots of time with her. I know we have a future. But I am awfully young and so is she. We don't need this right now. But I couldn't be happier. At the same time I am still questioning what could be wrong. I feel like something is wrong maybe I just feel lazy or something. I have had quite a few fat days. Maybe there not days as much as there me gaining wieght. I really don't want to gain wieght. So thats something I will have to take care of. But for now I am just gonna try and do that and take care of whatever else comes my way. But me and my baby are celebrating tonight. I am happy there is no baby on the way. So yeah anyway I am gonna go watch a movie.