I'm finally doing it
I've been doing a lot of soul searching the past few months and I'm happy to say that I've made some significant progress tonight. It came about from watching a movie that I thought I'd never watch. I don't know how I took what I'm promising to do out of that movie, nor do I care, I'm just excited about seeing where it will lead me. I know it's not the answer to all my problems right now, but it will keep me from experiencing unnecessary conflict and harm in the future. I've wanted to do this for such a long time, even before I started doing what I'm about to quit. I am going to stop drinking forever.