Chicken Shit
Eric is right, the turning point I'm looking for comes from within. It's funny that I haven't thought to look back on my life and see all that I've gone through. I have so much to be happy about right now it's not funny, pessimism is for dirty bitches, and I'm not a dirty bitch, right? I'd like to think not. I have never been someone to let anything get me down and I think that something finally did was the reason I've been upset lately. I've always been known as the person that will do anything to get you to smile, or the guy who has no shame (which is usually displayed in attempt to get you to smile), or the selfless bastard who will do anything for anyone at the drop of a hat. Those things haven't dissappeared, I'm sure of it. So I declare to all you nay sayers, I will overcome all my difficulties this year and succeed. I WILL get all 4.0's this semester, I WILL be happy without dating someone (I was for 18 years!), I WILL make more friends and become even closer with the ones I already have. To start it off right I'm going to read some psychology right now! Woooooo party in my bed. Gnight.