Conclusions ...
ICC was great. Lots of fun. Stories to follow.
When I look back on the past 3 or 4 weeks, the 12 hour shifts, the money raising, the problems with schoolwork, the drama, the con, and the getting back ... I've reached one simple formula.
My happiness = not here.
I'm sure there are lot of other factors involved in the whole process that I've yet to understand, but that simple equation seems to work consitantly for the entire time. If I'm not home, I can be happy.
Why escapes me. And I'm not going to try and figure it out right now.
What I do about it, I haven't even decided. but it did strike me tonight, and so as I lay down to a sleep full of worries and nightmares after several nights of good times and peaceful dreams, I'm sure my mind will continue on it's stupid math.
night night baby bird.
When I look back on the past 3 or 4 weeks, the 12 hour shifts, the money raising, the problems with schoolwork, the drama, the con, and the getting back ... I've reached one simple formula.
My happiness = not here.
I'm sure there are lot of other factors involved in the whole process that I've yet to understand, but that simple equation seems to work consitantly for the entire time. If I'm not home, I can be happy.
Why escapes me. And I'm not going to try and figure it out right now.
What I do about it, I haven't even decided. but it did strike me tonight, and so as I lay down to a sleep full of worries and nightmares after several nights of good times and peaceful dreams, I'm sure my mind will continue on it's stupid math.
night night baby bird.