Meh..
I'm too lazy to type an update so I'll just copy and paste one from my MSN Space.
Hi everyone, I just got home from a party and I suck.. I drank alcohol and danced and sang like an idiot but it was fun. It wasn't much alcohol - it was just bourban and a vodka cruiser or something, I don't know.
Anyway. The musical! It was awesome. I got so many cheers from people it was amazing. They were like, "Go James!! Yeah!" And my friend was just filming me all night. Ha, I'm popular. I didn't stuff up either!! Oh my God. But I wouldn't want to do it again.. unlike last year I was like, "aww.. I wanna do it again" But now, I don't even give a shit. Apparantly I'm a legend for picking up so many girls in the musical.. I steal my best mates girl, then I get some other girl and in between I dance with girls in the disco.. how fun. At the end I get Kathy, and people cheered so much, "Go James!". And the hott guy who hugged me and feeled my arse and asked me to call him thinks I'm great. That's cool..
Umm.. What else? I had a talk with this girl who I thought didn't like me.. but she was like, "don't be depressed, you have friends who care.. I care and I'm gonna cry".. Damn it, I felt special.. It's weird, I wanted someone to talk to and she talked to me. Everyone at that party liked me, and in the end I was the only guy and there were like 8 girls. And I felt so weird I started hugging this girl. I always hug girls and hold there hand, because it's good contact.. It's good to know people actually like me. I don't know why I'm so paranoid about things.. Maybe I give too much contact to my female friends.. but they don't seem to mind so I just keep doing it.
I want to get to know this girl.. she's really cool. And she said she'd talk to me at school! Heh, I've made so many new friends. It's great. I mean people I hardly talked to in class are now talking to me and we're having fun and stuff. It's all because of the musical.. even the director, my drama teacher last year, had a nice convo with me about what I'm going to do with life and it just makes me so happy. My sister in law came and saw the musical, and she's having my nephew soon.. she's good to me. But, none of my true friends saw the musical.. people from youth group promised to go - but nah.. they didn't. Only support I got was from my friends in VCE and 3 family members. They're awesome. And teachers are proud of me.. which is good. Get on their good side.
It's 2:05 now. I feel sick, I have no idea why I drank.. it tasted crap. And I kept burping.. I'll never do that again. People there were drunk, but meh.. it was funny. We had a good time. I usually don't like seeing my friends drunk, but I wanted to have a good time and be with people who like me.. so I stayed and I had a great time. Heh, musical after parties rule.
Aww, I feel so much better now. All I need is friends contact and that and I feel so much better. Like when me and my dad had a massive fight, and I went to school in my socks - I spoke to Sarah on the phone and it made me feel better, I was upset all day. Grr.. I've been online for nearly 45 minutes now, there are 11 people online and none of them are chatting to me. Fuck them though, I have real friend now!!! HAHAA!! Meh. I have an open can of Pepsi Max in the fridge.. I'm going to get it, brb, I'm back. I may be sick.. I ate so much. Aww, I hardly ever eat.
Teachers came in to 2 different songs in the musical. Female teachers for "Sisters are doing it for themselves" and males for "The Village People Medley". Like Mr Pollard, Mr Isma and the principal. They were dressed as a cop, indian, construction worker and that. Mr Pollard was my teacher a few years ago and he's pretty cool. He's in so many ads, like Macleans, some aircondioner one, Brand Power, Spirit of Tasmania, some university one.. and he's on billboards and stuff around melbourne, like on bus stops. It's so funny, I even saw him in the herald sun, full page advertisement.. he's a cool guy, I call him "Garry 2 r's" because there are 2 r's in his first name.. and it sounds like Garry 2 arse. Meh..
I wonder if Sarah is going to call back. It's so weird. I've told her mum twice to call me back.. and Sarah hasn't returned my call once. When I went to Sarah's house, her mum said Natalie rang while we were out, so Sarah calls her back.. even though I was there. Kind of sucks and puts thoughts into my head.. It's like she has this massive problem with me at the moment. I don't know why though.
James
Hi everyone, I just got home from a party and I suck.. I drank alcohol and danced and sang like an idiot but it was fun. It wasn't much alcohol - it was just bourban and a vodka cruiser or something, I don't know.
Anyway. The musical! It was awesome. I got so many cheers from people it was amazing. They were like, "Go James!! Yeah!" And my friend was just filming me all night. Ha, I'm popular. I didn't stuff up either!! Oh my God. But I wouldn't want to do it again.. unlike last year I was like, "aww.. I wanna do it again" But now, I don't even give a shit. Apparantly I'm a legend for picking up so many girls in the musical.. I steal my best mates girl, then I get some other girl and in between I dance with girls in the disco.. how fun. At the end I get Kathy, and people cheered so much, "Go James!". And the hott guy who hugged me and feeled my arse and asked me to call him thinks I'm great. That's cool..
Umm.. What else? I had a talk with this girl who I thought didn't like me.. but she was like, "don't be depressed, you have friends who care.. I care and I'm gonna cry".. Damn it, I felt special.. It's weird, I wanted someone to talk to and she talked to me. Everyone at that party liked me, and in the end I was the only guy and there were like 8 girls. And I felt so weird I started hugging this girl. I always hug girls and hold there hand, because it's good contact.. It's good to know people actually like me. I don't know why I'm so paranoid about things.. Maybe I give too much contact to my female friends.. but they don't seem to mind so I just keep doing it.
I want to get to know this girl.. she's really cool. And she said she'd talk to me at school! Heh, I've made so many new friends. It's great. I mean people I hardly talked to in class are now talking to me and we're having fun and stuff. It's all because of the musical.. even the director, my drama teacher last year, had a nice convo with me about what I'm going to do with life and it just makes me so happy. My sister in law came and saw the musical, and she's having my nephew soon.. she's good to me. But, none of my true friends saw the musical.. people from youth group promised to go - but nah.. they didn't. Only support I got was from my friends in VCE and 3 family members. They're awesome. And teachers are proud of me.. which is good. Get on their good side.
It's 2:05 now. I feel sick, I have no idea why I drank.. it tasted crap. And I kept burping.. I'll never do that again. People there were drunk, but meh.. it was funny. We had a good time. I usually don't like seeing my friends drunk, but I wanted to have a good time and be with people who like me.. so I stayed and I had a great time. Heh, musical after parties rule.
Aww, I feel so much better now. All I need is friends contact and that and I feel so much better. Like when me and my dad had a massive fight, and I went to school in my socks - I spoke to Sarah on the phone and it made me feel better, I was upset all day. Grr.. I've been online for nearly 45 minutes now, there are 11 people online and none of them are chatting to me. Fuck them though, I have real friend now!!! HAHAA!! Meh. I have an open can of Pepsi Max in the fridge.. I'm going to get it, brb, I'm back. I may be sick.. I ate so much. Aww, I hardly ever eat.
Teachers came in to 2 different songs in the musical. Female teachers for "Sisters are doing it for themselves" and males for "The Village People Medley". Like Mr Pollard, Mr Isma and the principal. They were dressed as a cop, indian, construction worker and that. Mr Pollard was my teacher a few years ago and he's pretty cool. He's in so many ads, like Macleans, some aircondioner one, Brand Power, Spirit of Tasmania, some university one.. and he's on billboards and stuff around melbourne, like on bus stops. It's so funny, I even saw him in the herald sun, full page advertisement.. he's a cool guy, I call him "Garry 2 r's" because there are 2 r's in his first name.. and it sounds like Garry 2 arse. Meh..
I wonder if Sarah is going to call back. It's so weird. I've told her mum twice to call me back.. and Sarah hasn't returned my call once. When I went to Sarah's house, her mum said Natalie rang while we were out, so Sarah calls her back.. even though I was there. Kind of sucks and puts thoughts into my head.. It's like she has this massive problem with me at the moment. I don't know why though.
James