James Henrik Carr Dow
Deeper and deeper I go
Its now a fall I cant handle
I try to take a step forwards but end up 2 steps back
Its now a problem
Could be called an addiction
Truth Is not a friend who stands by my side
I now mingle with disseat, dishonesty and lies
They are the one’s who pushed me on this endless fall
They have now taken over wht used to be my life
The person u all think u know and see
Is not real, its not me
The ever happy, smiling exterior
Only seems to think happy thoughts.But!!!!
Rele I am wondering where I went wrong
How did it all start
How could I have gotten myself in this mess
As i sit there and weep
Iam completely torn up inside
All I want is to be free
But the shackles that hold me are my life
Without them I am no one and have no life
I cant bear the pain anymore
But don’t have the courage to end it
I sit and hope everyday for the chance
A chance to leave by offering mine to better another
A chance to leave with what ever dignity I hav left
But still it has not come
The day I escape
The day I become me
The day u all rele see who I am
But still it has not come
I cant stand it any longer
This weight is too heavy
It now starts to take tole on the one thing I have left
The one pure item
My sole
There is some good in there
My life line is wearing thin,, soon to be gone
I need to break these chains
Please help me
All I want is to be me
To finally feel free
Its now a fall I cant handle
I try to take a step forwards but end up 2 steps back
Its now a problem
Could be called an addiction
Truth Is not a friend who stands by my side
I now mingle with disseat, dishonesty and lies
They are the one’s who pushed me on this endless fall
They have now taken over wht used to be my life
The person u all think u know and see
Is not real, its not me
The ever happy, smiling exterior
Only seems to think happy thoughts.But!!!!
Rele I am wondering where I went wrong
How did it all start
How could I have gotten myself in this mess
As i sit there and weep
Iam completely torn up inside
All I want is to be free
But the shackles that hold me are my life
Without them I am no one and have no life
I cant bear the pain anymore
But don’t have the courage to end it
I sit and hope everyday for the chance
A chance to leave by offering mine to better another
A chance to leave with what ever dignity I hav left
But still it has not come
The day I escape
The day I become me
The day u all rele see who I am
But still it has not come
I cant stand it any longer
This weight is too heavy
It now starts to take tole on the one thing I have left
The one pure item
My sole
There is some good in there
My life line is wearing thin,, soon to be gone
I need to break these chains
Please help me
All I want is to be me
To finally feel free