WHY SHOULD I CARE...
IM SO SICK OF LETTING A GUY GET TO ME. WHY DO I DO IT. WHY CANT I JUST LET GO. HERES A LITTLE SONG FOR YOU............................................................................................................ ARE YOU AWARE OF WHAT YOU MAKE ME FEEL, BABY. RIGHT NOW I FEEL INVISABLE TO YOU, LIKE IM NOT REAL. DIDNT YOU FEEL ME LOCK MY ARMS AROUND YOU, WHY'D YOU TURN AWAY, HERES WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. I WAS LEFT TO CRY THERE WAITIN OUTSIDE THERE GRINNIN WITH A WASHED STARE, THATS WHEN I DECIDED WHY SHOULD I CARE. CAUSE YOU WEREN'T THERE WHEN I WAS SCARED, I WAS SO ALONE. YOU, YOU NEED TO LISTEN IM STARTIN TO TRIP IM LOOSIN MY GRIP AND IM IN THIS THING ALONE. AM I JUST SOME GUY YOU PLACE BESIDE YOU, TO TAKE SOMEBODYS PLACE, WHEN YOU TURN AROUND CAN YOU RECOGNIZE MY FACE. YOU USED TO LOVE ME - YOU USED TO HUG ME - BUT THAT WASNT THE CASE.....EVERYTHING WASNT OK. I WAS LEFT TO CRY THERE - WAITIN OUTSIDE THERE - GRINNIN WITH A WASHED STARE,....THATS WHEN I DECIDED - WHY SHOULD I CARE. CAUSE YOU WEREN'T THERE WHEN I WAS SCARED - I WAS SO ALONE. YOU, YOU NEED TO LISTEN - IM STARTIN TO TRIP -IM LOOSIN MY GRIP AND IM IN THIS THING ALONE, IM CRYIN OUT LOUD, OPEN YOUR EYES, OPEN UP..WHY...WHY SHOULD I CARE - CAUSE YOU WERENT THERE WHEN I WAS SCARED - I WAS SO ALONE - WHY SHOULD I CARE - IF YOU DONT CARE THEN I DONT CARE - WERE NOT GOIN ANYWHERE............. I LOVE THAT SONG....IM SO TIRED OF GETTING HURT. ALL THESE GUYS TALK ABOUT HOW THEY WANT A GOOD GUY..WITH A GOOD HEART. IM ALL THAT AND MORE AND IM EVEN HUMBLE ABOUT IT. IT SEEMS LIKE I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT ANYMORE. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TRY SO HARD TO BE WITH SOMEONE. WHY CANT PEOPLE JUST LOVE AND BE LOVED. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THAT. IM COMMING CLOSER AND CLOSER TO GETTING OVER ALL THIS. ITS SO HARD. ITS TRUE THE ASSHOLES ARE THE ONES THAT PEOPLE WANT. YOU FEAR TOTAL REJECTION FROM THE PERSON SO YOU TRY HARD TO GET THEM TO CONTENUE TO LIKE YOU. AND YOU LET THEM TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT BECAUSE YOUVE TOLD YOURSELF YOU LOVE THEM. I CONSTANTLY WONDER WHAT TOMARROW WILL BRING.
I CANT WAIT TILL SOMEONE NEW WALKS INTO MY LIFE AGAIN. I MISS THAT FEELING. I JUST WANA HOLD SOMEONE, I WANT SOMEONE TO SPEND QUALITY TIME WITH, SOMEONE TO CARE ABOUT SOMEONE TO MAKE HAPPY. SOMEONE TO GRAB AND KISS AND MELT ALL OVER AGAIN.
ITS THE FIRST TIME IVE EVER FELT THIS LONLY
WISH SOMEONE COULD CURE THIS PAIN
ITS FUNNY WHEN YOU THINK ITS GONNA WORK OUT
TILL YOU CHOSE HER OVER ME . YOUR SO LAME
I THOUGHT YOU WERE COOL UNTILL THE POINT
UP UNTILL THE POINT YOU DIDNT CALL ME WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD
I FINALLY FIGURED OUT YOUR ALL THE SAME
ALWAYSE COMMIN UP WITH SOME KIND OF STORY
EVERYTIME I TRY TO MAKE YOU SMILE - YOUR ALWAYSE FEELIN SORRY FOR YOURSELF
EVERYTIME I TRY TO MAKE YOU LAUGH - YOU CANT, YOUR TOO TOUGH, YOU THINK YOUR LOVLESS
IS THAT TOO MUCH THAT IM ASKIN FOR.
THOUGHT YOUD COME AROUND WHEN I IGNORED YOU
SO I THOUGHT YOUD HAVE THE DECENCY TO CHANGE
BUT BABE I GUESS YOU DIDNT TAKE THAT WARNING
CAUSE IM NOT ABOUT TO LOOK AT YOUR FACE AGAIN
CANT YOU SEE THAT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF - YOU CANT SEE THE WORLD THRU A MIRROR
IT WONT BE TOO LATE WHEN THE SMOKE CLEARS - CAUSE I, I AM STILL HERE
BUT EVERYTIME I TRY TO MAKE YOU SMILE - YOUR ALWAYSE FEELIN SORRY FOR YOURSELF
EVERYTIME I TRY TO MAKE YOU LAUGH - YOU STAND LIKE A STONE, ALONE IN YOUR ZONE
IS THAT TOO MUCH THAT IM ASKIN FOR
CANT FIND WHERE I AM - IM LYIN HERE - ALONE IN FEAR
AFRAID OF THE DARK - NO ONE TO CLAIM - ALONE AGAIN
I NEED A DRINK JOUR....REALLY BAD.....HAHAHA...IM COPING JUST FINE...I JUST NEED TO WRITE TO GET IT ALL OUT OF MY HEAD AND ON TO THIS THING THAT EVERYONE AND THERE MOTHER CAN READ. I REALLY DONT CARE THOUGH. MABY SOMEONE ELSE WILL RELATE TO MY PROBLEMS OR SEE THAT THEY DONT HAVE IT AS BAD AS THEY THINK THEY DO. AS I CAN DO TOO. SOMEONE WILL ALWAYSE HAVE IT BETTER THAN YOU BUT WAY WORSE THAN YOU TOO. HMM WHAT HAVE I LEARNED TODAY??? LEARNING TO LET GO. HAHAH WHICH IS FUNNY CAUSE THATS THE TITLE OF THE ALBUM THESE SONGS ARE FROM. ANYWAYSE ILL PROBABLY GET BORED AND COME BACK...TTFN.
BREATHING PATTERN ALL SCREWED UP....HAHA
SEAN
I CANT WAIT TILL SOMEONE NEW WALKS INTO MY LIFE AGAIN. I MISS THAT FEELING. I JUST WANA HOLD SOMEONE, I WANT SOMEONE TO SPEND QUALITY TIME WITH, SOMEONE TO CARE ABOUT SOMEONE TO MAKE HAPPY. SOMEONE TO GRAB AND KISS AND MELT ALL OVER AGAIN.
ITS THE FIRST TIME IVE EVER FELT THIS LONLY
WISH SOMEONE COULD CURE THIS PAIN
ITS FUNNY WHEN YOU THINK ITS GONNA WORK OUT
TILL YOU CHOSE HER OVER ME . YOUR SO LAME
I THOUGHT YOU WERE COOL UNTILL THE POINT
UP UNTILL THE POINT YOU DIDNT CALL ME WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD
I FINALLY FIGURED OUT YOUR ALL THE SAME
ALWAYSE COMMIN UP WITH SOME KIND OF STORY
EVERYTIME I TRY TO MAKE YOU SMILE - YOUR ALWAYSE FEELIN SORRY FOR YOURSELF
EVERYTIME I TRY TO MAKE YOU LAUGH - YOU CANT, YOUR TOO TOUGH, YOU THINK YOUR LOVLESS
IS THAT TOO MUCH THAT IM ASKIN FOR.
THOUGHT YOUD COME AROUND WHEN I IGNORED YOU
SO I THOUGHT YOUD HAVE THE DECENCY TO CHANGE
BUT BABE I GUESS YOU DIDNT TAKE THAT WARNING
CAUSE IM NOT ABOUT TO LOOK AT YOUR FACE AGAIN
CANT YOU SEE THAT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF - YOU CANT SEE THE WORLD THRU A MIRROR
IT WONT BE TOO LATE WHEN THE SMOKE CLEARS - CAUSE I, I AM STILL HERE
BUT EVERYTIME I TRY TO MAKE YOU SMILE - YOUR ALWAYSE FEELIN SORRY FOR YOURSELF
EVERYTIME I TRY TO MAKE YOU LAUGH - YOU STAND LIKE A STONE, ALONE IN YOUR ZONE
IS THAT TOO MUCH THAT IM ASKIN FOR
CANT FIND WHERE I AM - IM LYIN HERE - ALONE IN FEAR
AFRAID OF THE DARK - NO ONE TO CLAIM - ALONE AGAIN
I NEED A DRINK JOUR....REALLY BAD.....HAHAHA...IM COPING JUST FINE...I JUST NEED TO WRITE TO GET IT ALL OUT OF MY HEAD AND ON TO THIS THING THAT EVERYONE AND THERE MOTHER CAN READ. I REALLY DONT CARE THOUGH. MABY SOMEONE ELSE WILL RELATE TO MY PROBLEMS OR SEE THAT THEY DONT HAVE IT AS BAD AS THEY THINK THEY DO. AS I CAN DO TOO. SOMEONE WILL ALWAYSE HAVE IT BETTER THAN YOU BUT WAY WORSE THAN YOU TOO. HMM WHAT HAVE I LEARNED TODAY??? LEARNING TO LET GO. HAHAH WHICH IS FUNNY CAUSE THATS THE TITLE OF THE ALBUM THESE SONGS ARE FROM. ANYWAYSE ILL PROBABLY GET BORED AND COME BACK...TTFN.
BREATHING PATTERN ALL SCREWED UP....HAHA
SEAN