Apr 13, 2005 18:57
ok to start off i have been emotional today..... really emotional..... it sucks
i have witnessed a few pictures that sort of tore my heart in half....
i have never felt this fealing like somone just like took my life and rubbed it in my face...
i feel so so bad.... i think i made a disicion that will alter my future.... but i had to make the decision i made it was just time.... cant take it anymore
welll i want everyone to know back in michigan that i will probablt come back to visit one last time but unless god sends mea miracale im almost sure i wont return to live