May 24, 2005 21:43
I am not feeling well at all! I think that I am wearing my body out and it is hating me for it! Seriously, my days are non-stop, one thing after the other and I am literally exhausted at the end of them. Not only am I exhausted at the end of them, but I am exhausted when I wake up as well as throughout the whole day! What's up with that?!? My ankle has been really bad too, which is wierd cause I have no idea what I did to it. It is swollen and the mobility of it is well pretty much non existent. Won't stop me, can't stop me....though I think I am going to have to make an appointment to get it checked out.
So I really need to go to Borders and get a book to study for the GRE so I can get into grad school. Really lets be honest I just dont have the motivation to do it! haha....I have to though cause I am so bad at taking those aptitutde tests! I hate them actually! haha, who doesnt right?! I am starting to second guess what I want to do when I grow up now..haha...I am so worried that I am going to make the wrong decision and pay for it. The future, reality and the real world kinda suck! haha I hate that I dont have full control over them! Oh well! Overall I'm hoping tomorrow is a better more energetic day for me!
~*xoxo*~
"See where your own energy wants to go, not where you think it should go. Do something because it feels right, not because it makes sense. Follow the spiritual impulse."