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What do you do when its like your whole world is crumbling? Right when you think youre on top everything comes tumbling down on you.
I'm being forced to choose over the boy i love or having a place to live. I mean what the hell am i supposed to do? If i choose the boy im left with no where to live, yeah i can stay at his house for a while but for christ sakes theres like 4 of them living in a house with a livingroom/bedroom and no bed. or i can have a place to live and have absolutly nothing to do with my boyfriend, i mean restraining order no talking, no seeing nothing. But the thing is, he hasnt done anything wrong, they are mad at me and taking it out on him. They know hes my weakness and thats what they want.
What am i supposed to do? I mean Randy and I have been doing so good. I mean we are amzing right now. We are both getting on our feets, both starting our lives and its like no one can let us just grow. I mean hes been clean for over 6 months now, we go places, weve been to the zoo and the movies and dinner we hang out we hate every second we arent together. and they know that and they jknow how happy he makes me. but they are so mad at me that they will do anything to make me unhappy.
I have until tomorrow morning to choose.
A. I say that im not going to stop seeing Randy and I have to have my shit out by 3:00P.M
B. I stop seeing Randy I have no communication with him and I have to fill out a restraining order.
I lose either way.
What would you do?
I'm being forced to choose over the boy i love or having a place to live. I mean what the hell am i supposed to do? If i choose the boy im left with no where to live, yeah i can stay at his house for a while but for christ sakes theres like 4 of them living in a house with a livingroom/bedroom and no bed. or i can have a place to live and have absolutly nothing to do with my boyfriend, i mean restraining order no talking, no seeing nothing. But the thing is, he hasnt done anything wrong, they are mad at me and taking it out on him. They know hes my weakness and thats what they want.
What am i supposed to do? I mean Randy and I have been doing so good. I mean we are amzing right now. We are both getting on our feets, both starting our lives and its like no one can let us just grow. I mean hes been clean for over 6 months now, we go places, weve been to the zoo and the movies and dinner we hang out we hate every second we arent together. and they know that and they jknow how happy he makes me. but they are so mad at me that they will do anything to make me unhappy.
I have until tomorrow morning to choose.
A. I say that im not going to stop seeing Randy and I have to have my shit out by 3:00P.M
B. I stop seeing Randy I have no communication with him and I have to fill out a restraining order.
I lose either way.
What would you do?