So bad at updating.
I apologize to anyone who actually reads this (although I doubt anyone of importance does) because I am absolutely miserable at updating this livejournal. It's probably because I'm really lazy; like I'll click update and two sentences in I'm just like fuck this. Whatever I don't really care but maybe I'll try to update a little more.
School-wise nothing new has happened, there's been a lot of drama lately but I guess when you go to an all girl's school it's inevitable. Whatever, honestly I know I can be fake but never to the extent that some SHA girls can be. I talk as much shit as the next person but I'll back it up and usually I'm not scared to confront you about it, and with most of the girls in my school it's the exact opposite. It's all good though because I know who I can trust and who I cannot.
Things with my out of school group of friends are.. weird. I don't know, I mean I've spent a lot of time with Steph and Mer (and I fucking love it) but I really feel like I'm drifting away from everyone else. Maybe it's because I'm so into Liam and hanging out with him but I honestly cannot tell you the last time I've spent most of a Friday or Saturday with Frank or Diana. I don't know.. last Saturday was Chris, Brendan and TJ's hockey game so I went with Steph Alex and Liam and later on me Steph and Mer went to a party in East Williston, and it was just really nice to hang out with new people and get to know new friends. I still miss all of my old ones though.
Liam and I have been okay, things were a little shaky last weekend but it was mostly because of me overreacting or me being drunk and overreacting. He is so good to me and I should really be more appreciative of it. Now that it's getting closer and closer to the end of the year, the only thing on my mind is him leaving for college and what's going to become of our relationship. I feel like we're so pressed for time, especially once summer comes, and I just want to make it really special for him since he'll be leaving in August.
Today is my last day of school for this week, thank god, I'm literally falling apart because of this stupid sickness I am plagued with. Tonight I have Mother-Daughter night for school, kill me, and tomorrow I have work from 1230-5, great. I better get drunk tomorrow night. Aside from working 2-7 on Saturday, this weekend best be a good one.
School-wise nothing new has happened, there's been a lot of drama lately but I guess when you go to an all girl's school it's inevitable. Whatever, honestly I know I can be fake but never to the extent that some SHA girls can be. I talk as much shit as the next person but I'll back it up and usually I'm not scared to confront you about it, and with most of the girls in my school it's the exact opposite. It's all good though because I know who I can trust and who I cannot.
Things with my out of school group of friends are.. weird. I don't know, I mean I've spent a lot of time with Steph and Mer (and I fucking love it) but I really feel like I'm drifting away from everyone else. Maybe it's because I'm so into Liam and hanging out with him but I honestly cannot tell you the last time I've spent most of a Friday or Saturday with Frank or Diana. I don't know.. last Saturday was Chris, Brendan and TJ's hockey game so I went with Steph Alex and Liam and later on me Steph and Mer went to a party in East Williston, and it was just really nice to hang out with new people and get to know new friends. I still miss all of my old ones though.
Liam and I have been okay, things were a little shaky last weekend but it was mostly because of me overreacting or me being drunk and overreacting. He is so good to me and I should really be more appreciative of it. Now that it's getting closer and closer to the end of the year, the only thing on my mind is him leaving for college and what's going to become of our relationship. I feel like we're so pressed for time, especially once summer comes, and I just want to make it really special for him since he'll be leaving in August.
Today is my last day of school for this week, thank god, I'm literally falling apart because of this stupid sickness I am plagued with. Tonight I have Mother-Daughter night for school, kill me, and tomorrow I have work from 1230-5, great. I better get drunk tomorrow night. Aside from working 2-7 on Saturday, this weekend best be a good one.