Somehow the words don't come out, and the feelings remain bottled up inside ( Read more... )

I'm not going to Germany anymore...

I don't feel like explaining why...

I know everything will work out...

I'm on the verge of having a nervous breakdown.

I want this day to be over.

Then I want this week to be over.

And then maybe I'll be happy, maybe not...

Starting today I'm no longer in credit card debt :)

Citicard, you have no power over me...

My eyes were fixed on her as the memories flashed through my mind and the feelings rushed through my heart....

Then I drove out of the church parking lot, and gazed at her from afar. Then - in what seemed to last an eternity - she approached my car to see say goodbye with her arm wrapped around another guy and smiled.

I hate myself for having ( Read more... )

I've come to the stark realization that I'm actually an adult. I feel so old and it seems like I'm getting older really fast. I like feeling independent and able to make my own decisions, but I'm a little scared about getting older. AHHH, I'm old!- I'm completely independent from my parents ( Read more... )

Jamie Lynn Spears makes $40,000 per episode. The producers are filming 20 episodes of Zoey 101 this summer, which means she is going to end up earning $800,000 by the end of the summer.

By the end of the summer I will have earned 0.004125% of this little 13 year old girl's salary.

I want to shoot myself.

I just told my friend I like her and want to date her. I have no idea what's going to happen next.

Update later on roadtrip and life in Malibu as an independent man with a 40+ hr./week job.