Only You!
Last night was awesome, it was.. refreshing!
Finally got a chance to really talk to Matt, which I'm awfully glad about. Although I got yelled at in the midst of it all, it was worth it, I'd call him every night if I wanted to. We talked till 11:30, about a good hour or so? Don't really remember in all honesty. I talked most of the time, about camp, the "situations" I had to go through, how I regretted the choices I made in both of them as well... Now don't worry about that again, I stand by my choices, I *had* to tell Mr. Nichols and the counselors for a good reason, they were hurting themselves. To think what would have happened if I had said nothing.... would have been horrible. I pray for those girls every night, and hell, I'm not that religious! I took the right steps, I'm proud.
But boy did I get stressed! I'd say for a good 72 horus I was completely messed up. I was stressing out all over the place, I wasn't being myself in fear that someone *else* would come talk to me. Well... they did, but those situations weren't as serious as the first two. "Boy problems," HA, like *I* would know how to handle "Boy problems!" Oh well, they were 14 anyway, they didn't know any better. Just next time... don't ask me for relationship issues.... because frankly, I know nothing!
Enough of stressing events, its the last thing I need to think about right now. Gotta finish Harry Potter *and* my homework assignment. Anyone know someone who's been influenced greatly by any wars? WWII, Desert Storm, anything? They didn't have to serve in the military, as long as they have a good story. I'm going to start looking for an interviewee. I need one :)
I think if I got a chance, I'd love to be in a musical in college. I think it'd be an amazing experience, I really would love to sing. But first I should get lessons or something, nobody would let a crow into a musical. That would be suicide. I tink I'd want to sing in Wicked though.... I'd want to be Elphaba.. obviously :)
Much love to all,
- Me