a week of change

[jamal_iz_white]

im changing as of right now
mindset change
changing my mindset on life right now
i dont expect you to know what that means
cause im not really sure if i do myself

all i know
is the way im doing things isn't working
so instead of trying what im trying harder
im gonna change

i made a mix yesterday and i have confidence that it is amazing. I took alot of time on it and im sure its beautiful.

things that bother me
how much intamacy i have with hanna
my weight
my personal sexuality
my time with God
my style
my music
my living situation

im gonna try a new aproach to all of these things

i just hope the people around me have the patience required. Cause i dont know if i can handle this

things i wanna buy
the new age of apocolypse comic
new clothes

i wish i could inspire someone to do something new, and feel inspired back

"this world is a hell of heaven we live in,
but its all we got,
we might as well party y'all,

if you will suck my soul,
i will lick you funky emotion,
all the is good is nasty,
aint nothing good unless you play with it"

do you ever feel like your unsure if people will like you better if you showed them what was really inside or if you hid more.
i feel like i share not enough and to much on a daily basis
my soul is being torn apart by the paradox of life

im ok