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ryan left today for europe. hes been an awesome friend since we first got to know each other at junior prom.. i'll miss him and wish him the best in the future. i'm sure we'll continue to talk on occasion since i have his tulane phone number and address.
last night was alot of fun.. i had some times when i felt depressed because i felt i needed to be somewhat responsible for those acting completely blown like tiffany. that girl wanted to molest ryan, david a, and i the whole night.... liz was awesome to hang out with. shes really laid back about everything hehe... i think the part of the night i enjoyed the most were the two walks around the block that we took. the first time, sarah, heather and i walked from ryans down the street to lakebottom. we walked a block there and then back up to the house. the second time sarah, david a, liz, jason and i walked around another block.. david busted his ass on a wall :p theres nothing like walking inebriated!!
well after making sure tiffany was okay (she cried alot thinking her sister hated her and she was gonna get kicked out of school among other things) i decided to drink more.. so i got pretty much wasted.. i didn't lose coherence, though i was almost forced to puke at one point (i didn't). i felt unstable on my legs, and got pretty happy. thanks sarah for the pillow :) i ended up sleeping on the futon most of the night until david monterella and i switched. i got the couch by the door then.
one serious thing: sarah and i had a talk before the evening began.. apparently she was feeling bad that i felt she led me on (she did) so we talked it out. i don't know if she likes me or not, but she wants to get to know me better, which is cool. so it'll be fun hanging out and making a new friend :) i doubt anything more will develop because she wants control over that, so i'll let her.. i'm don't want to make any advances in "that way" 'cause i don't have the emotional support to play games, and i am afraid of being hurt. regardless of what happens in the future, its been fun getting to know her better than before.
thanks for the ride home heather! i barely was able to shower, change, and get to work on time... then i had to bust my ass to string 5 racquets in 5 hours (almost impossible, because usually there are too many phone calls/customers to do so). i was online talking to people when this guy came in .. and he wanted to charge his $5 purchase.. so i felt like an ass.. hes one of the guys from the news lol .. i talked to melinda for like 50 mins on the phone though! lol.. anyways, i finally got off and came home.. i wanted to do something tonight but couldn't contact anybody.. at the same time i was too tired to go with hoang to see fireworks and wasn't particularily interested.. so i slept for 3 hours. on the agenda for tomorrow:
see everybody!!!
go jimmy jacks?
sleep
maybe go see a movie
last night was alot of fun.. i had some times when i felt depressed because i felt i needed to be somewhat responsible for those acting completely blown like tiffany. that girl wanted to molest ryan, david a, and i the whole night.... liz was awesome to hang out with. shes really laid back about everything hehe... i think the part of the night i enjoyed the most were the two walks around the block that we took. the first time, sarah, heather and i walked from ryans down the street to lakebottom. we walked a block there and then back up to the house. the second time sarah, david a, liz, jason and i walked around another block.. david busted his ass on a wall :p theres nothing like walking inebriated!!
well after making sure tiffany was okay (she cried alot thinking her sister hated her and she was gonna get kicked out of school among other things) i decided to drink more.. so i got pretty much wasted.. i didn't lose coherence, though i was almost forced to puke at one point (i didn't). i felt unstable on my legs, and got pretty happy. thanks sarah for the pillow :) i ended up sleeping on the futon most of the night until david monterella and i switched. i got the couch by the door then.
one serious thing: sarah and i had a talk before the evening began.. apparently she was feeling bad that i felt she led me on (she did) so we talked it out. i don't know if she likes me or not, but she wants to get to know me better, which is cool. so it'll be fun hanging out and making a new friend :) i doubt anything more will develop because she wants control over that, so i'll let her.. i'm don't want to make any advances in "that way" 'cause i don't have the emotional support to play games, and i am afraid of being hurt. regardless of what happens in the future, its been fun getting to know her better than before.
thanks for the ride home heather! i barely was able to shower, change, and get to work on time... then i had to bust my ass to string 5 racquets in 5 hours (almost impossible, because usually there are too many phone calls/customers to do so). i was online talking to people when this guy came in .. and he wanted to charge his $5 purchase.. so i felt like an ass.. hes one of the guys from the news lol .. i talked to melinda for like 50 mins on the phone though! lol.. anyways, i finally got off and came home.. i wanted to do something tonight but couldn't contact anybody.. at the same time i was too tired to go with hoang to see fireworks and wasn't particularily interested.. so i slept for 3 hours. on the agenda for tomorrow:
see everybody!!!
go jimmy jacks?
sleep
maybe go see a movie