its crazy...
its crazy
how i have such a
tendency to write for
other people yet
the poem slowly becomes me
its crazy
how years later
all the dirt you threw on my body
still lies as if you never left
and my teeth grit
just as strong as if it happened
again and again
its crazy
that after all this time
i can still see you so vividly
and although your voice is muffled
it always was
its crazy
how ive allowed myself to just let go
and love you
so freely and so completely
with you completing me and freeing me
in turn.
its crazy
how you and i look just alike
and are often said to act alike
but really are nothing alike
and neither of us know it.
its crazy
how you can kill your
own seed that you planted
and fail to water it
or nourish its growth and
still call yourself a man
its crazy
how you can completely
forget all that you came from
and that you had such potential
but now you will go nowhere
because of that
its crazy
how you so carelessly held my heart
and smoked it, snorted it, and shot it up
too many times to count
but you still expect it to be ok
because a girl and a child changed you.
yeh, its ok.
its crazy
how you say that you love me
and then curse me
in the morning
never remembering my name
or even that im one of yours
but you still say that you love me
at night
its crazy
how we could never get enough
of one another but now
we get a little too much at times and
you feel used and i feel confused
but you will never hear me say regret
only me swearing ive loved you all the while
its crazy
how we could stalk the whole world
but you never seem to follow me
rather you stay beside me
or lead me through the fog as
i follow
its crazy
how we could be so close
and now we are so separate
how i could give you so much of me
and you could do the same
but still manage to walk away with a lasting
fuck you
its crazy
that you are so sad
over one little fish
when you are so smart and it
rocks me every time
its crazy
how you love me so
and care for me as if you were my mother
and we look nothing alike
but we have that fight in us
the fight to be free
and i never thought it could all be
worthwhile
its crazy
how we just met
and i swear ive always known you
and your such a little girl
but you can be so tough
its crazy
how i loved you so much
before i even saw you
before you took your first breath
and before you knew my name
its crazy
how you were the beat
to my life for all those years
and kept me going, kept me waking
and you ended so abruptly with a simple
tap off
its crazy
how that place opened us all
like gifts on christmas
and we were so connected and so united
but now we shall
never meet or speak again
its crazy
how life can throw us down, make us cry
and then pick us up and make us laugh
how life can screw us completely
and then turn around and
embrace us
its crazy
how i have such a
tendency to write for
other people yet
the poem slowly becomes me
its crazy
how years later
all the dirt you threw on my body
still lies as if you never left
and my teeth grit
just as strong as if it happened
again and again
its crazy
that after all this time
i can still see you so vividly
and although your voice is muffled
it always was
its crazy
how ive allowed myself to just let go
and love you
so freely and so completely
with you completing me and freeing me
in turn.
its crazy
how you and i look just alike
and are often said to act alike
but really are nothing alike
and neither of us know it.
its crazy
how you can kill your
own seed that you planted
and fail to water it
or nourish its growth and
still call yourself a man
its crazy
how you can completely
forget all that you came from
and that you had such potential
but now you will go nowhere
because of that
its crazy
how you so carelessly held my heart
and smoked it, snorted it, and shot it up
too many times to count
but you still expect it to be ok
because a girl and a child changed you.
yeh, its ok.
its crazy
how you say that you love me
and then curse me
in the morning
never remembering my name
or even that im one of yours
but you still say that you love me
at night
its crazy
how we could never get enough
of one another but now
we get a little too much at times and
you feel used and i feel confused
but you will never hear me say regret
only me swearing ive loved you all the while
its crazy
how we could stalk the whole world
but you never seem to follow me
rather you stay beside me
or lead me through the fog as
i follow
its crazy
how we could be so close
and now we are so separate
how i could give you so much of me
and you could do the same
but still manage to walk away with a lasting
fuck you
its crazy
that you are so sad
over one little fish
when you are so smart and it
rocks me every time
its crazy
how you love me so
and care for me as if you were my mother
and we look nothing alike
but we have that fight in us
the fight to be free
and i never thought it could all be
worthwhile
its crazy
how we just met
and i swear ive always known you
and your such a little girl
but you can be so tough
its crazy
how i loved you so much
before i even saw you
before you took your first breath
and before you knew my name
its crazy
how you were the beat
to my life for all those years
and kept me going, kept me waking
and you ended so abruptly with a simple
tap off
its crazy
how that place opened us all
like gifts on christmas
and we were so connected and so united
but now we shall
never meet or speak again
its crazy
how life can throw us down, make us cry
and then pick us up and make us laugh
how life can screw us completely
and then turn around and
embrace us
its crazy