Mar 10, 2004 20:03
well i havent written in a while. I've had softball everyday for like a month or so. this is whack status fer sure. But the good news is that we are now 3 for 3. so i guess the practice has payed off. There has been mucho drama with janell. and some more drama concerning the ape, (brian) and my friends. If you ask me they should get down and get it over with. anyways. well barb and bob went to court today. I get to see bob every wendesday and every other weekend. Thats bullshit fer sure. Eff the law. Imma be where i want, when i want. lol. i wish it was only that simple. Things with oscar are going well. Actually besides everything with my parents im doing alright. my grades are good, like 3.33 or so, softball is going alright, and im not in any major fights with my friends. Life is finally settling down and i hope its for good this time. Bob and barb arent allowed to drink around me and mike again. Lets see how long this last. My mom spends more time with her new boyfriend steve, then she ever has with me and mike. Like, when i stay here i feel like im not part of any family or anything. When steve isnt here, barb is on the phone with him, or talking about him. dont get me wrong he's a nice guy and all but i want some, i never thought i would say this but " us time" and by us i mean me, mike, and barb. Its just when im with bob, were a family, we do stuff and hang out n shit, but its not like that with barb so it just feels weird. well enough complaining. I'll write again when i can. peace.
- meg