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well yesturday was fun, i went shopping with derrick and his sister and cousin and mikey. then me and ashley and dirk and ricky-b went to goddard and talked to a random (undercover) we think, and then me and dirk went and saw napoleon dynamite, it was especially funny thanks to the random U.C, the milkman, and snakey? i was with dirk pretty much all day, when the movie was over he drove me home and since barb was asleep and it was like 12 and i knew she had work tomorrow i told him that she would get mad if he went inside, thinking no biggie i can see him tomorrow, but nothing is ever that simple with him and he got all mad and drove off.then today i woke up went to bobs and watched tv. derrick came over at like 6ish he sat on the couch and took a nap, while i was sitting on a chair on the other side of the room. wtf!? then he got up waved to me and started walking out the door, and i was like wtf!!! i know for a fact that i didnt do anything wrong today because i had talked to him like 3 times earlier and everything was fine, i said " how come ur leaving?" i didnt even get a kiss good bye and he just shrugged his shoulders and left.fuck that. arg! ok tell me this is not effed up, dirk went to the beach with jake for a week, while they were there they met some girls, ( which is alright as long as no cheating went down) but that was weeks ago and derrick still continues to talk to her all the time, sometimes he spends the whole time he is with me texting her. now i know i have guy friends too but i mean fuck, i dont talk to them all day everyday, if i did he would freak out and dump me.fuck! and he thinks im all fucking dumb and shit and i dont know about it, because i've read some of the texts and they are like " im so sad that you never call me meanie" and then he says " well you promised you would call me silly" fuck that shit. this is fucking ridiculous.