45. Jam - [(Accidental?) Video] The smile in my memories. It looks like I'll reach it, but I don't..

Dec 03, 2009 13:50

[Strikes are Hackable, if you're skilled]

[You can't see Beyond, just his room is shown, complete with flowers and the Wara Ningyo over the bed. On the bed lays a little wooden Maneki Neko, that he had gotten for his birthday]I wonder if they can dream of us ( Read more... )

killer has requests, lonely beyond, *kenta, *soujiro, love is difficult, sad mood, acting?, *kuro, living in the past

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Video hainyan December 3 2009, 14:28:02 UTC
B? B are you alright?

[Have a very worried Rangiku. It seems that's all she's been doing lately is worry.]

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Video jam_lover_13 December 3 2009, 15:20:00 UTC
[Finally showing up in front of the screen, rather confused]

I am in a phylosopihc mood, but that's all.
Dunno if that's called "alright" or not.

((ooc: I am almost done with the postcards ... Phew combining B and christmas is more work then I thought XD))

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Video hainyan December 3 2009, 15:26:05 UTC
You seem more lonely to me than anything else.

(WOO! I need an addy for you and B! XD)

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Video jam_lover_13 December 3 2009, 15:29:03 UTC
... Maybe I am just lonely...
[Sighs]
Or disliking the thought of love being forgotten so easily.

(ooc: Me still needs to convince my mother xD But we almost have a solution... We'll most likely create a ... whatever it might be called in english in a post office...)

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Video hainyan December 3 2009, 15:39:19 UTC
[She was quiet for a moment before she smiled slightly.]

B, love isn't forgotten so long as one of you remembers.

(ooc: PO Box XD)

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Video jam_lover_13 December 3 2009, 15:42:43 UTC
... The one, who wasn't really in love.
Great.
[That was not the point. Okay... maybe a bit it was. He was missing Soujiro to no end, but he was able to ignore that.]

It does only upset me that the feeling everyone calles the strongest or whatever, is so weak.

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Video hainyan December 3 2009, 15:57:35 UTC
[Oh how that amused her.]

You miss him that terribly?

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Video [private//unhackable, cause not the whole world has to listen to THAT XD] jam_lover_13 December 3 2009, 16:04:44 UTC
That's not the point.

At least no one is going to annoy me with being overly caring now!

[Yes, that was annoying, really. He still misses is, misses, misses, misses. But he got defensive now. Brilliant killer really, but the guy's SUCH an idiot when it comes to feelings other than obsession -.-]

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Video [private//unhackable, ] XD Schurn. hainyan December 3 2009, 16:15:12 UTC
It is the point.

You say it's the weakest, yet here you are pining for someone.

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Video [private//unhackable] jam_lover_13 December 3 2009, 16:21:36 UTC
...
Not as strong as obsession, after all.

But still even though it can mess with minds so much, it still isn't able to stop this damn world from sending people home.

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Video [private//unhackable] hainyan December 3 2009, 16:31:31 UTC
So what you are saying is that obsession is stronger than love? so it is obsession, not love, that has you missing this person? Or even still, could your obsessions have been strong enough to make him stay?

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Video [private//unhackable] jam_lover_13 December 3 2009, 16:35:12 UTC
I am saying that obsession is stronger. Much stronger.
But mine isn't for Soujiro. It has started over 10 years before coming here.

[A moment of silence. Don't make him think such stuff, he's depressed enough...]

Obsession never fades, no matter what.

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Video [private//unhackable] hainyan December 3 2009, 16:45:16 UTC
And love does?

[she nearly huffed.]

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Video [private//unhackable] jam_lover_13 December 3 2009, 16:49:16 UTC
Apparently it did, if my unrealistic dream-theory isn't true.

[He doesn't believe in it anymore. First he did not, then Soujiro made him understand and now he is a disappointed child...]

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Video [private//unhackable] hainyan December 3 2009, 16:52:41 UTC
unrealistic dream-theory?

[okay now she looked confused]

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Video [private//unhackable] jam_lover_13 December 3 2009, 16:55:56 UTC
That they see people from Adstringendum in their dreams.
But it's very unlikely, even though I like the thought.

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